Diary of a Failed Overachiever
Blogging to express my feelings because my failures are off- limits to my overachiever friends or my family.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Failed and Confused
Sometimes I ask myself:
Am I a loser?
Am I confused?
Am I selfish?
Am I self-centered?
Am I cupid?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I ask these questions because I have been called these names. No one ever called me a loser, but after summing my past mistakes, the total makes me fee like a loser.
I burn bridges, I don't keep my words, I don't succeed where people expect me to succeed. I am disappointed in myself. Nothing is worse than being mad at yourself. I recognize that I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. I hurt friends, close friends, acquaintances, associates, strangers and every one.
Who the fuck am I? What have I become?
I don't recognize the "loser" in me. I have been called a smart Alex, an intelligent person, a walking dictionary, a geek, a cultured being, you name it. All these monikers mean nothing if I don't stay true to them. I use my intelligence to help people. I help them with their homework, I give them inspiring pep talk when they are down.
However, for the past three years, I have never used any of these skills or my knowledge for my own benefit.
Here I am, confused and feeling like a loser, because I failed, failed, and failed again.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Going to Hell with Swag
We sometimes believe that we are invincible.
We are sometimes told that everything is possible
if we set our mind on our goals
I love that philosophy ....
but some days, we feel that nothing is possible
things get out of control and shit start flowing
and we feel like hell is coming
despite our hard work or simply
because we did not try hard enough
But, what do we do when shit happens and hell is coming our way?
should we give up and stop living the life because of our problems?
Depriving ourselves of joy will not make our life any better.If we are already in deep shit, we might as well get there with a happy heart! If we are already going through a hell of problems, what could be worse?
Do you agree with me? How do you deal with the problems that are beyond your control? How do you deal with them when it was you who did not put enough effort?
The next entry will consist of some of the shit that people say and that can make us laugh during a shitty day.
The Art of Writing Bad Poetry
Some days are shitty, some days are great.
¡I have no miracle for shitty days!(Mexican accent)
but I know that laughter can be a great aphrodisiac for these shitty days
Every day could be great, every day could be bad
but your entourage tell you shitty things
¡making you feel like a piece of shit ! No bueno mama.
¡I have no miracle for shitty days!(Mexican accent)
but I know that laughter can be a great aphrodisiac for these shitty days
Ever feel the joy of having a job, going to work ?
¡but as you get to your desk, shit happens!(Yelling like a Mexicant)
coworkers, managers,strangers give you a shitty look
Every day could be great, every day could be bad
but your entourage tell you shitty things
¡making you feel like a piece of shit ! No bueno mama.
Ever thought that some days you might feel like a piece of shit because you surrender yourself with shitheads?
Make your shitty day a better day by changing your entourage
Make your shitty day better by reading some of the shits that people say
Thursday, January 5, 2012
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Leave some comments to let me know how I am doing. I love criticism ! Positive or negative.
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